Shayne

ah kwang trip to Perth :D

2011-09-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

yay! second post of the day :D

Went to Dragon Palace karaoke last week.

Before that, went to City Stay Apartment to look up AhKwang.

It was her first time to Perth :D

I was thrilled cux I miss her sooooo much !!!

miss all the gossip session with her and of course all my babes back in Malaysia..

But luckily, I'm going back to Malaysia during November :D

I'm going to stay in Malaysia for 3 months.

gonna celebrate my 21 birthday like GAOGAO !!hehe

My face will turn "black" when I drink.

Cux too red, and turned black.

Like bao qing tian -.-

met kwang at city.

hehe..

go for some walk and had some lunch.

so she bu de when sent her off :'(

almost cryyyyyyy!

haha...it's alright, gonna met up soon!!

miss ya..

Can I graduate as well ? :D

2011-09-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

It was Ray's graduation ceremony and that's the very first graduation ceremony that I've ever attended. It was quite boring actually. Nothing much else, but just presentation the certificate to those graduated students.

And celebrated Jack's birthday as well.

Jack is Weisong's brother :D

it's been too long since i update my blog.

getting lazy to write any more blog posts.

ok, gotta go. bye!!

Crazy about K-pop singer's perfect Body Figure

2011-09-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

posting this old photo cux i wanna motivate myself to slim down.

WAS little bit slim before winter but IS fat now. haha

Make me felt so envious when watching those K-Pop's singer.

Their body figure is like, OMG PERFECT !

Sistar - My Boy

胸是胸，腰是腰，腿是腿，小腿是小腿，手臂是手臂。

个个分明！！

是不是流口水了ley ?!

就是看这些来motivate 自己 -.-

p/s: I only focused on their BODY instead of FACE

Hyuna- Bubble Pop

这首歌，

“Bubble bubble bubble pop, bubble bubble pop pop !!"

他pop pop的时候，那个屁股！！！

真的会疯掉 -.-

好了，不说了。

要不然大家会以为我是变态！！

Huahee Time :D

2011-08-26T16:48:00.000+08:00

Exam is coming soon !! All assignments and tests all done :D

super free now and I'm just waiting for the exam.

Hopefully I can pass these 2 units successfully :D

It was the churros time :D

Look at ah bui's face -.-

im ah bui no. 2 :D

2 ah buis

Mahliu's huahee 21st Birthday :D

some pictures that wouldn't show on facebook cux was too fugly and they gonna beat me up if i upload on facebook :(

look at lay sueling's stupid face

huahee :D

19 August 'Little Caesars Pizzeria'

2011-08-20T01:47:00.003+08:00

Little Caesars Pizzeria.

Had dinner at the "World Famous Award Winning Pizza".

haha

it was really nice and special.

and had some desserts pizza as well.

Cookies n Creams pizza.

super sweet.

me and ah bui.

used camera self-shot.

testing one two three.

haha

sighs.

During winter, I just can't stop eating.

I know Im super fat and chubby now.

But I just can't stop.

Maybe it's because of the weather.

right?

must be..

so just heck care, EAT!!

Gamfei after winter. haha..

I'm Back :)

2011-08-14T18:48:00.000+08:00

原来我那么久没有blog了。
没有那个心情写。
脑袋空空的，想不出要写什么。
就算心里有很多话说，想写下来，但是一开blog，就写不下去。

梦想其实可以是推动自己的motivation去做事情。
最近，找了份新工作，工资不错。
希望在明年年中时，可以为自己买一辆车。
这个是现在最想实现的梦想，希望自己不要让自己失望。
有时候，不管做什么，都不要去想太多。
想得太多，反而没有那个劲了

做人，最重要就是要有责任感。
责任感，最好就是在年轻时，培养起来。
责任，不止对自己的行为言语附上责任，
同时也要为身边的人附上责任。
为什么？
因为我们现在面对的不是家人，而是人际关系上重要的人。
现在的situation已经不同了。
不能自己想做什么就做什么，
也要想想当你做这些事情时，别人会有什么想法，别人对你会有什么看法。
别人对自己的看法和想法，很重要。
它决定了你对自己生活的态度。
很多时候，小小的事情也影响别人对你的看法。
往往这些看法，看似微不足道，但却影响力很大。
有没有想过，现在接触的人，有一天会是你的上司？
所以，责任责任责任！

还有，最近很多事情让我觉得，天真的想法，真的容不下这个社会。
不要太天真的以为，别人所做的一切对你来说都是理所当然的。

罗嗦很多。

昨天难得没作工，和jiale yo 还有ah bui 去走走。

去Food for me 吃早餐。

到leederville 的 Greens & Co. 吃蛋糕。
环境不错。
还让我发现到，Perth也有 Tutti Fruity -.-
我以为那么ulu 的地方应该没有。哈哈哈哈

然后，开车到Mandurah吃 Australian food. which took us an hour to reach from Perth City.
还不错，很...............大分！而且价钱合理。
那个butterscotch crepes 很好吃。
只是有点太甜。哈哈

婕妤九月要来Perth 了 yo !!
我很兴奋啦！因为没有好朋友来这里找过我。。
现在在懊恼着要带她去哪里玩。哈哈
当然，最重要的是带她去Strip Club.
Malaysia and Singapore 应该没有把？哈哈
期待-ingggggg

2011-07-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

是的，我们都必须像个大人。
不能再逃避了。
我必须要对所有自己做过的事负责人，
不要逃避所有的问题，
压力不是只有我自己有，全世界的人，谁没有压力？
我必须长大了！
我不可以再像个小孩子，一直以为父母会解决一切的问题。
要是我再不靠自己的双手双脚养活自己，
那我真的很没有用！
别人做得到，我也一定行。
要给自己信心！！
我要为自己的未来好好做打算。
我是这个家的大姐，我一定要做个有能力的大姐。
因为这是我的责任。
往往在这个年龄，都爱逃避，不肯面对现实，
但是我不想这样。我不可以老是依赖着家人
家人能做的，只是暂时的。
未来还是必须靠自己。
我要努力，证明我可以的！

你是我的 - 情人知己 -

2011-07-01T01:33:00.000+08:00

像一個孩子賴在你懷裡　願二十四小時形影不離
兩個人的悄悄話　一輩子說不煩聽不膩

仰頭看你微笑瞇起眼睛　溫柔的好像愛情的詩句
你無條件包容我　被疼愛的感覺很快樂

我~非常愛你　非常確定　你像情人　又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你　是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心　那種窩心　那種安心
幸福很難　我相信　只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景

你有改不掉的粗心大意　我有偶爾發作的小任性
因為相愛就可以　對每個小毛病　有耐心

每次想你我就更愛自己　原來思念也可以很溫馨
世上最近的距離　是兩個人的心　在一起

我~非常愛你　非常確定　你像情人　又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你　是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心　那種窩心　那種安心
幸福很難　我相信　只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
http://www.littleoslo.com/lyc/home/
我~非常愛你　非常確定　愛的甜蜜　愛的貼心
每次爭吵都要練習　壞情緒轉過身就失憶
非常愛你　深深愛你　沒有懷疑
幸福很難　我相信　只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景

每次看你就有一份安定　知道今後我哪兒也不去
在我們的小天地　專心的愛著你

这些都是我很想跟你说的话，也是我心里的感觉。

我，非常爱你。谢谢你无条件的包容。

”幸福很难我相信只要我们够努力沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景”

♥♥♥♥

holidays :)

2011-06-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

有时候就是有感而发

心里就是会突然有好多东西想说，想做

我在马来西亚的假期就快结束了啦。

真的很舍不得所有的人，我所有可爱的美女们，不要吃太多野味哦！

要吃也等我下一次回来嘛...哈哈

这个假期过得还okay因为我没有乱花钱

哈哈不错一下

然后呢，也去了每一年都会organize一次的buddy trip

这次去了不一样的地方，desaru.

比起往常去的sentosa是贵了一点，但是环境还不错

还去了Penggerang吃好吃的海鲜

一如往常的，打架

再打

他最厉害，在旁边看得“wu seh”

我们的谢老板，帮忙拿鱼给所有的人。几有心一下！

一个两个越来越像ah beng

当晚吃的龙虾

黑胡椒螃蟹

我和阿光

然后呢，除了去海边，打打球，吹吹风，看看海，游游泳

就是在酒店里面啃杯面，吃零食。

然后晚上大家一起玩board game.

虽然有点复杂，可是挺好玩的！哈哈

隔天，check out 后就回家了。

然后就到路边吃榴莲

因为突然想吃，所以就去了

现在看到榴莲的图片还是很想吃啦

哈哈

终结：ok好玩，but 没有expected 那样好玩。

2011-06-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

有时候觉得很无奈
为什么人永远只看得到一个人的缺点，
却永远都看不到他的优点？
有时候很尽力去做每一件事，
得到的不是自己想要的结果，那样真的很失望。
我非常了解那样的心情。
是不是我太脆弱了？
才经不起这一点点的打击？
我很希望我是个做的起大事的人
我也很希望我做的事可以让身边的每一个人开开心心

Loves*Hometown

2011-06-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

finally I'm back in Malaysia.

This sem break gonna last for half month.

kinda short actually.

the moment i step out the airport, I've been eating non-stop.

my favourite durian.

Dad went to bought them in the early morning before i reach home. hehe

went to dye my hair as well today.

Dyed for freaking 6 hours.

Cux my hair color was too unbalanced.

So i have to bleach it before apply the color on my hair. Besides that, the hair stylist differentiated my hair to three parts.

So took such a long time to finish.

My hair color is Ash Blond.

Can't really tell that at this picture.

More obvious under sunlight.

Gonna enjoy my holidays :)

but, results out tomorrow.

Good luck to me :)

loves.

2011-06-11T19:37:00.000+08:00

mo gu li mo gu li..

finally going back to Malaysia tomorrow 1 am :)

But there is no progress on my luggage. still empty,

and my room still so messy..

felt so lazy to tidy up. haha

there's so many things i want to do when im back in malaysia

can't wait to meet my family and friends <3

一个人

2011-05-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

自己一个人，偷跑出去
呆了一阵子，想了很多。
（虽然一个人在外面真的很恐怖 -_-）
自己很清楚自己心里的感觉，感受是什么
一天天的相处在一起
大家都了解彼此要的是什么
更不用说性格
几乎了如指掌
但是，又是为了什么而想要放弃？
又是为了什么而不想继续这样的生活？
其实很简单
你没那么爱他
尽管付出得再多
有一天，两个人之间只剩下责任和依赖时
就不一样了。
我们还年轻
我们要的，不只是这一些
我们的肩，担不起两个人的重量
因为这样，让我想要自己一个人出去生活
过自己的生活
不用再为两个人而烦恼
我，开始向往自由了

love the way WE are

2011-05-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

现在变得很会先斩后奏
买了机票，才和爸爸妈妈说要回家
哈哈
然后也变得很会tam爸爸
以前呢，和爸爸讲话都是很不耐烦，很bek chek的语气
可是现在嘴巴变很甜
哈哈
可能是因为在外国读书的关系吧
和家人的关系也变得和以前不一样
很多以前不敢说的东西
现在都不会害羞还是什么的
好像说我爱你啦，我想你啦什么的
哈哈！
有点不可思议的感觉
谢谢爸爸妈妈
还有两个弟弟
虽然弟弟没有很乖，也没有很厉害读书，我也没有很乖很厉害读书
可是，我很开心我的家人是我的家人
谢谢你们

endless night :(

2011-05-09T02:03:00.002+08:00

endless night today.

tomorrow having bis test and yet im blogging.

Im always very last minute.

Always do anything at the very last minute and ended up sleepless nights.

sighs.

i hope there is some kind of medicine that can cure my laziness.

went to Pancakes and Grills again for pancake.

Today i tried Black Forest Cherry.

Not that nice compared to last time's bananamara.

Cux the texture of the chocolate pancake not nice.

too rough.

this is my boss's burger.

to energize myself, so that i wont doze off during my revision, a humongous size of red bull would help.

it says vitalizes body and mind, but actually it dont really make my mind awake. i felt dizzy after this -___-

okay, gonna continue with my study or else i will never finish till dawn.

ciaoooo

Mom, happy mother's day.

Love you and miss you much.

You know, I've always think of making SHIT LOADS of money for you and GKM so that you both can travel around the world, but whatever you want and don't have to worry about our (siblings)'s school fees.

thank you for being such an awesome and silly mum.

thank you for being like my friend, talk to me.

love you very much...

2011-05-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

sigh..can't understand why I worked hard for it, but I still can't get the result that I want.

Sometimes I doubted. Im just too lazy or Im really stupid and can't even do my works right.

disappointed at myself.

sighs.

BUNNY Bunny bunny.. HAPPY EASTER !

2011-05-01T22:31:00.001+08:00

Easter break has finally ended. Tomorrow school starts as usual and my final exam is coming in 2 weeks time :(

gotta work extra hard before exam.

So, this easter break, work as usual and of course, play and had fun as huahee-ly as possible!!!

went to Fremantle and had nice fish n chips and of course chilli mussels.

Tried Hogs' Breath steak, and sing-k session of course!

I wish I can have more break!

let the pictures talk.

So you can actually see my hair root with color @.@

Brunch at Sizzlers.

had pedicure..hehe

pancakes at Pancakes & Grill.
it was superb!!

Sem break coming soon. Considering of going back to Malaysia and have fun!!!

And of course, eat durians and gathering with family!!

Felt so left out when family was having kinds of events when im not around :(

that's all for this post.

Kinda long with tonnes of pictures. :)

Paintball II

2011-04-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

It's Good Friday today :)

and we planned to have our first paintball session at Perth.

It's quite costly if compare with Malaysia's paintball.

However, we got the promotion voucher which reduces some of the cost.

Normal Prices

Entry Fees: $40

Rental of equipment: approx. $30-$40

Paintballs: $130 for 1000 paintballs.

So overall it is quite costly!!

Before we start our WAR..

and this is after.

we played for an hour.

I was being classified as "spy" of the day!

cuz, i keep shooting my team mate!!!

-_-"

blame my super lousy aiming skills.

Quite fun !

hot as well.

hehe..

Dimsum for lunch!!

I just love dimsum :)

Happy Easter and happy holidays everyone <3

rush hour?

2011-04-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Marketing major assignment due tomorrow afternoon 4pm.

time is ticking and yet, im still blogging. never felt any sense of urgency.

that's really bad.

That bottle of dettol is my essential instant hand sanitizer.

lol... im now so addicted on killing germs on my hand.

sometimes just can't stand how flirty my hand is.

so just in case i felt like to wash my hand, i just pump 2-3 drops.

lol..

stucked at the middle of assignment.

sighs..

tonight gonna be an endless night.

2011-04-10T00:46:00.001+08:00

心牆

作詞：姚若龍
作曲：林俊傑
編曲：洪信傑
監制：蔡尚文

一個人眺望碧海和藍天
在心裏面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越
我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝因爲有限

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富的過每一天快樂的看每一天

Wooh～第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉
有什麽故事好想了解
我感覺我懂妳的特別

妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富的過每一天快樂的看每一天

Wooh～第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉
有什麽故事好想了解
我感覺我懂妳的特別

妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化

Wooh～
妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化
妳會聞到幸福晴朗的芬芳

一個人眺望碧海和藍天
在心裏面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越
我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝因爲有限

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富的過每一天快樂的看每一天

Wooh～第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉
有什麽故事好想了解
我感覺我懂妳的特別

妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富的過每一天快樂的看每一天

Wooh～第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉
有什麽故事好想了解
我感覺我懂妳的特別

妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化

Wooh～
妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化
妳會聞到幸福晴朗的芬芳

原唱是郭靜，然後林俊傑翻唱。

很喜歡它一開始和音的部分

很美，很舒服。

enjoy :)

random much

2011-04-09T17:00:00.003+08:00

yay! left 2 assignments which due next monday and friday.

HuaHee!! Lay susu said wanna bring me and Chan to Hog's Breath to celebrate my birthday.

Love you !!! <3

look like a kid much aye ?

loves to camwhore under sufficient sunlight plus table lamp!!

lame i know -_-

alone at school :(

today's weather is sooooo chilly and windy.

not huahee.

gonna trim my hair.

i'm like a lion now.

RAWR....

blur-ish photo looks best on me.

cuz you can't see how terrible i actually look.

haha

I merely did not sleep well for few days and all the dark eye circles, pimples blackheads,

all sorts of skin problems you can think of, definitely could be found on my face.

huahee much.

our internet quota has used up!!

no fast internet for idk how long would be..

so i'm now posting this by using my Iphone 4's personal hotspot.

it's really convenient and most importantly, FAST!

even faster than broadband and sometimes faster than wi-fi.

but i only got 4 or 2 giga bytes per month.

it will be used up very soon.

and I've got these 2 cute rings which i bought them from TopShop online recently.

they are designed in 3D.

Which I loves to the max.

But, my fingers are soooo small so slim so thin that can't even fit the smallest ring.

sad.

obviously, there are advantages and disadvantages about "slim".

the first time that my post all contains only my self-shot photos.

it's been a long time since i love myself so much. HAHA

gotta go. bye!

Beware of hurting your eyes cuz of tonnes of self-shooting/camwhoring/narcissism photos by SHELBY KWANG.

2011-04-08T19:03:00.000+08:00

due to the request of Shelby Kwang, so i have to write a post about how much I misses her.

haha..lame i know!!!

ALL OF YOUR NARCISSISM PHOTOS from my camera!! HAHAHAHAHAHA...

HuaHee or not? this is how much i misses you everyday!! looking at your narcissism photos. haha

cuz no one snatched my camera just for camwhoring their own self-shot photos at here. HAHA

still got tonnes of crazily self shooting photos at pavillion !!

nonetheless, fitting room!!!

zuomok ?!?!

acting cool !!! LOL..

how i love the combination of our hair color!

BACK TO THE OLD TIMES....

our first trip to sentosa!!

after spm, chinese paper! 5B gathering!!!

after our graduation, the basketball match of OMEGA versus ALPHA OMEGA

visits to Republic Poly !!

at harris !! HAHA

ostrich Birthday...my make up were done by YOU !!

FORM 3B....walao this picture sibeh HuaHee lorh!! hahahahahaha

want more pictures?? I'VE GOT TONNES OF THEM! hahahahha..

these shown how much i misses you 鸟。。。

Anniversary

2011-04-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

seriously big event? nah. not really.

everyday is the same to us.

facing each other every day and night.

So, to celebrate anniversary or not to, is actually not much difference to us.

everyday is our anniversary :)

I'm actually thinking of making some yummeh cookies for him.

But, I don't think he loves cookies.

cuz he is those health advocates.

exercise, veggies, fruits, or those healthy things/events are his favorites.

hmm..any suggestions?

maybe a sumptuous dinner prepare by ME ?

or cute spongebob BOXER? *shy*

I'm seriously running out of ideas.

Listen, Accept, Change

2011-04-06T02:47:00.000+08:00

I'm not very good in expressing myself since young. (not that i'm really old now)
Whenever I face whatever problems, I would rather kept it to myself than telling anyone about that.
No one actually knows what I was thinking.
Since I've been together with LWS, which was 3 years ago,
he taught me alots of things.
I began to let go myself, trying to let people know what I'm actually thinking.
However, I'm still sucks at expressing myself. Especially my FACIAL EXPRESSION.
People would be afraid of getting near to me.
They think that I'm fierce, not friendly.
Hence, it has became my biggest problem now.
I've to learn to listen what others said, but not do things all by my own.
I have to accept what others said/talk/advised/criticize and change it.
it is not an easy task i know.
I've been practicing it for years.

learning to listen, accept and change.
it will be the biggest milestone for me if i achieve this! HAHA

Huahee Debate :)

2011-04-06T01:24:00.002+08:00

Today, I had my very first debate in my life!

It's really exciting and well, not a very good experience for me.

I'm not the "material" for debate seriously.

Cuz I might get into fight with the compete team. lol

I really buey tahan their "face". can you understand?

when they are trying to sell their points and explaining and arguing and fight back,

you will have the urge to go in front of them and punch them in their face!

that's how i felt this morning. lol

so, debate these kind of things is a no-no for me.

well, our team failed miserably. how hua hee is that!

my first debate in my life just failed like that.

some of the angmohs girl, just act like a bitch.

like, they are the apples in our lecturer's eyes. o.O

seriously?

duh, stop acting like one. you are not.

you can merely speak better english than us asians.

that's it.

tonnes of tonnes of works is yet to be done.

hopefully I can sleep well tonight.

Been insomnia yesterday.

I'm so tired, but I just can't fall asleep.

when you thought that you are useless,

think of your lovely family

and stay strong, be tough.

Do not forget,

your existence in this world, is to find out the purpose of your life.

No one is useless.

HuaHee Dug's picture to huahee everyone yi xia :)

*HuaHee= 欢喜 in Hokkien

♥ sisters ♥

2011-03-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

it's really great to have best friends around you when you are depressed or when you are in trouble.

i'm really blessed to have them with me. distance no longer is a problem..

when our heart connected, nothing is matter.

I love you all..my best sisters..

Birthdaysss month :)

2011-03-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

15 of March, my Miss Chan Chan's 21st birthday..

celebrated at her house.. had some drinks and games.. :)

the 38 po(s)..love them much !!

gave her a surprise during midnight..

me n lws..

and 26 of March, is Mis ChanChan's boyfiee's birthday..

Celebrated in Metro City.. a club in Perth.

us and zhiyang ge.. :)

i wasn't drunk yesterday..

it was because i was too hot..!!

so my face turn reddish..

had an awesome night yesterday..

happy birthday zhiyang ge !!! :)

我想我不会爱你

2011-03-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

你的呼吸還有你的聲音

你的呼吸穿過身體
我來不及反應
你的聲音躲在耳裡讓我生病
謝謝你給的讓我沉迷
讓我丟掉了姓名
在好奇的時候拉不住眼睛

我想我不會愛你這樣下去
渺小的自尊都快要拋棄
我想我不會愛你只是也許

你的歎息散落一地
讓我歇斯底里
靠得太近一不小心弄傷自己
謝謝你給的讓我沉迷
讓我困住了自己
在迷路的時候捨不得離去

我想我不會愛你這樣下去
渺小的自尊都快要拋棄
我想我不會恨你傷的痕跡
住在我心底變成了秘密
我想我不會愛你害怕失去
所以逞強的遠遠看著你
我想我不會恨你只是也許

我想我不會愛你這樣下去
渺小的自尊都快要拋棄
我想我不會恨你傷的痕跡
住在我心底變成了秘密
我想我不會愛你害怕失去
所以逞強的遠遠看著你
我想我不會恨你只是也許

我想我不会爱你...也不会恨你..也许..

Paintball :)

2011-03-18T14:30:00.001+08:00

during the 25 of february,

we went to Hai Fan Chun and had our seafood feast to celebrate Teck Sun's birthday in advance.

But before that, me and Weisong were stuck in the traffic for like an hour.

and as result, everyone else also late for the dinner.

thanks for the sumptuous meal teck sun and thanks for the birthday present :)

after our meal, we went for paintball session at Danga City Mall.

super super fun and exciting !!

I'm in the blue team and our members are Weisong, Kwang, Kiong Teeng, tall Desmond, Harry Liang, Xiang Ming and me. did i missed out anyone? lol..

our team was great!!! i shot 4 people and 1 of them is my team member (Ostrich ONG KT) -_-

LOL

deciding who is going to which group..red or blue??

ah, red team members are: short Desmond, Wee Thye, Aik Sing, Teck Sun, and Jia Hui.

there's only 3 girls in total. that's me, Kwang and Jia Hui.

and please, don't think that Jia Hui is those kind of weak girl. SHE IS NOT !

omg..i was totally deceived by her kind look okay!!!

She sneak to the place where me and Kwang dodge and defend for our team, and she shot me secretly.

After that, when I saw her, it was too late! She shot Kwang as well.

hahaha.. BUT, at the end she surrendered to us herself so that she won't get shot by us!

Only me and Jiahui wearing the same shirt. Cuz the others are way too big!

shot by CHIA TECK SUN ! damn painful lah ok!

so after our exciting and thrilled paintball war, we went to La Gourmet yumcha.

And Ostrich and Harry Liang bought a cake for Teck Sun secretly.

Hua hee much?

nice shot!!

after these, we went home and "see you guys in december ! "

2011-03-17T18:02:00.002+08:00

其实我很想update,
就是很懒惰，所以算鸟。
bye bye :)

聆听。心

2011-03-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

有很多事不在你的控制之内，也有很多事不是你所能预料的。

我不知道别人对我的看法是怎样，但我只管做好我自己该做的事。

我也不想去在乎别人对我的看法是怎样，因为我也没有办法一一的和所有人解释。

我问心无愧，也不需要向任何人解释我所做的一切。

有时候，真的对好多事情感到厌烦。很烦人，却没有办法避开。

有什么办法？只好硬着头皮继续下去。

人生不是那么简单。上帝给我的，都是幸福的，温暖的。

但是，没有人的生活会一直幸福下去，终有一天会面对任何的考验。

学着去接受，去面对。这个社会不会对你心软。

只有强者，才能够在这个社会上立足！

我不要求当个女强人，但我希望我凡事都能依靠自己的能力。

好多事情要学，好多事情必须忍耐。

我必须告诉自己，这个世界很大，一点小小的批评，挫折不算什么。

这些小事，还不足以让我放弃，让我心死。我要让大家都知道，我不是软弱的。

我也可以把一切做好。

2011-03-01T19:26:00.002+08:00

i am missing every single bit of malaysia..
i shall stop being emo and start my new life now...
nothing, but stress and homesick.
gosh! what a nice place i've picked !!!

20th Birthday celebration

2011-02-23T18:22:00.001+08:00

It was my 20th birthday yesterday and had an awesome meal with my friends n loved one at T.G.I.F.

Group photos after the meal :)

Thank you guys for coming and thank you mr.liu for everything...

Planning for my birthday, fetching me back and forth, giving me everything that i've ever wanted, and most importantly, thank you for loving and tolerating me.. love you much.. <3

and thank you ah kwang for the cutest pajamas that i've ever had!!!

they want me to sing on spot O_O

So paiseh..at the end, thanks to harry's suggestion, i sang "ponyo ponyo ponyo.."

hahahaha!!!

This is the present from mr.liu <3

thank you :))))

And of course, never forget my lovely family :)

love you all !!!

A toast to everyone, and thanks for everything once again !! <3<3

2011-02-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

yay!!have been staying at Malaysia for almost a month. But it seems too short to me.

As I've got no time to extract my wisdom teeth.

Well, I really enjoyed life at Malaysia. Spending my CNY here, and went to Gold Coast.

Although I just came back to Malaysia not long and i went to Aus again, but it was thrilled!!

All the theme parks, and nice beach.

Besides,meeting friends, gathering with family and relatives are really nice.

had my favourite SEAFOOD !!! Lala, lobster and crabs..YUMMMMM...

oh mygawd, im hungry now :(

Lunar new year..

Seawold, Gold Coast

Paradise Country with a superb cute sheep with fringe !!!

Too many photos so am not going to show at blog. too lazy to do those resizing and uploading.

And too lazy to write down every things here. so will just summarize them.LOL

yay, tomorrow going to singapore to meet noob kwang and monday going to singapore to meet my baby kaye!!!

and most important is, thanks LWS for the huge ass bdae pressie :) love you..

2011-01-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

I miss you =(

2011-01-23T16:56:00.000+08:00

要考试了！压力的不得了～～
可是很开心就是考完就可以回家了～～～
哈哈！！
爸爸刚才还特地打电话来，说
要我不要读书读到“插两朵花在头上”。
意思是神经病啦～哈哈！！
现在有点点冲劲了！加油～回家就可以玩了..

formspring.me

2011-01-19T15:21:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/ShayneGan

2011-01-19T14:05:00.000+08:00

我希望我在别人眼里是个有能力照顾自己的人。
可是我似乎不是。
依赖感很强，终是依赖着别人。
be independent 到底要如何去 define ?
能够照顾好自己就是独立？
他说，我是依赖着他，不是想念他。
他说，我是因为孤单，不是想念他。
他说，我的“在乎他，关心他”，不过是那表面的。
他说，从我做的事情中，就可以清楚地看到，我的“在乎，关心”有多深。
20岁了......我已经20岁了。该关心我自己的生活的是我自己，不是他。
该好好的规划自己的未来的是我自己，不是他。
他说，他像个爸爸，多过像个男朋友..
那要怎样，你可以不要当个爸爸，而是个男朋友？
那么那么多的话，可能从我口中说出来，你也觉得我很可笑。
或许，很多的事，不是一两天就能解决。
毕竟都快3年了，一天一天累积下来的，也要用一天一天的去解决..
我不该埋怨，我也不能埋怨。
因为，必须改变的是我。
20岁，我必须要改变自己的态度，像个20岁的人。

2011-01-16T13:11:00.000+08:00

非常不喜欢现在的感觉
很郁闷！！
为什么每一次都会这样？
至少持续个两三天。
为什么不可以好好的，就这样什么都不想？
argh..

Suaku-Teng

2011-01-16T00:19:00.001+08:00

Suaku Teng 就是 suaku 佬的意思啦

suake teng 今天回家咯！在这里待了一年，他终于可以回家了。

他很高兴啦。我也很厉害，送他进去时我都没有哭。

现在也还没有想他很多。。

哎呀，2个星期很快就过了。到时候回去又可以一起出去玩了！真开心！

同时，考试也要到了，要加倍努力了..

希望他回去的两个星期可以健健康康的变大只点啦。。
很可怜，被人家误以为是大陆人。哈哈
也难怪，那么大个包包...
哈哈哈！
现在开始有点想念他了。惨了我！
要emo2，3天料...

miss you suaku teng :)

Fruit Ninja crazy

2011-01-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

话说，所有的人都很沉迷Fruit Ninja...

没有玩个2小时不会停。

我要破你的record,你要破他的record, 他要破你的record.......

一直没完没了的玩～

im the c.e.o. of the day

2011-01-12T17:27:00.001+08:00

Formal presentation yesterday. So this is my outfit of the day :)

People said that I've slimmed down, but actually I'm not. It's just because of the outfit, so don't deceive by me ok. HAHA

Our group. We are the first group to present. One of the group mate sibeh gan jeong. He keep shaking shaking n shaking. hahaha

my lay susu <3

She is my secretary, and I'm the c.e.o.

my cute chan chan <3

She is my driver of the day.

I'm the c.e.o. who have to 捧咖啡 by myself -.-

playing around after the presentation.

went to make our proof of age card. So that we don't have to carry passport whenever we want to go to Burswood (casino) or want to go to "pi pi pi pi pi"..

As I've experienced once, that my passport GONE.

So now, 已经怕怕料。

okay..Going home in 2 weeks + time..so excited!!!

really can't wait to go home!!!

Wait for me my friendss... <3

Parking :)

2011-01-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

今天学驾车学了一天。
但是只学了parking。
是难到..............是我心理问题ley，还是parking真的难？
一定要一直练习料。加油！！

20岁

2011-01-03T01:58:00.001+08:00

不知道为什么我要对年龄那么敏感咯。
终是觉得，20了，很多事情都不能像以前那样，用以前的方法来应对。
装傻，扮可爱，都不是我们该做的事了。
20，迈向生命中的另一个阶段。也是学习如何做个“女人”的一个阶段。
要好好地为别人着想，不要老是只想着自己的利益，自己有没有好处。
爱自己，也要学着爱别人。太多是要学，要接受了。
果然，当小孩还是最好。但也不能只是这样想，因为对自己没有好处。
还有一个月就要回家了，真是迫不及待。因为回去前要考试，又没有人接送我去学校，所以在伟菘回去之前，一定要学会驾车。至少可以驾去学校那就好了。。至少到时候，也不用再一直依赖着别人，这样靠自己会比较好！哈哈
要好好调试心理，因为对年龄有点太敏感了 =.=
加油吧！所有迈向20的朋友！

2011 Happy New Year :)

2011-01-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

2010 had just passed. This is the first post in 2011, which is also the first post after a month that I stopped blogging.
Life's been good. Nothing much to complaint with. So I decided to close my blog for some moment.

Well, my new year wish is just simple.
事事顺利. That's enough. And most importantly, I'm turning freaking 20 years old this year.
OMG OMG OMG ... That sounds really old. No more 18, 19.. Can't act cute, can't act innocent liaw >:(
Have to think more maturely, do things in a more mature way.

Wisdom tooth has been torturing me for a week. It seems like it is popping out from my gum.
At first, I can't even speak properly. My left cheek and jaw can't open. Not to say to eat in a proper way.. Swallow my saliva even became a big problem.

I think I have to extract them asap. They have been creating problems. But, extract 1 wisdom tooth need approximately 1 month to recover 0_0 no way ! especially during CNY.

The second day when my tooth ache like hell !! my face senget cuz i can't close my mouth.
Went to have buffet at Burswood Entertainment Complex tim!!

We created a theme for that day."Maxi Dress' Girls Night out" !

I was framed by mummy susu and bad chan chan !!
They purposely park their car away from the machine and want my to climb out from the window to insert the parking ticket =.=

Celebrated Christmas at chanchan's house.. Got first christmas present from my dear chanchan <3

Went for karaoke session with girls.
Theme for that day was "Nerdy Girls".LOL
We took our "3D glass" and used as our "Nerdy Spec".
That was my idea. HAHA..

mummy susu sibeh cute!! HAHA...

Happy New Year :) ciaoo.

DeCo

2010-10-04T00:16:00.001+08:00

Before I depart from Perth to KL, Weisong brought me to DeCo at Raffles hotel for our dinner.

Nice ambiance and decoration. And most important is nice food!

The uberlicious Garlic Bread and Handcut chips with nice dipping sauce.

He and his lamb rack. He refused to let me take the photo of his food, because he was too hungry.

This is my my Crispy Skinned Tasmanian Atlantic Salmon.

Him. I don't want to talk to him now. Cuz he make me angry. So angry !! ARGH !

me....

and last but not least, I'm back in Malaysia now.

miss Aussie though :(

Will be back soon in 3 weeks time.

Enjoy my life at Malaysia :)

Vera birthday

2010-10-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

We celebrate Vera's 21st birthday at Burswood's restaurant - (A)Lure

This is Shirley's duck

Vera's medium rare beef fillet

This is my crispy pork belly with scallop.

This is my Chocolate Fondant.

Warm and tasty chocolate flow out from the chocolate cake.

Food not really nice, service not good as well.
So no next time. haha
After lunch and shopping around city, we went to Shirley's house for dinner.
She can really cook! I love her noodles to the max!

Happy birthday to Vera !
loves..

2010-09-20T19:19:00.000+08:00

I seriously need some motivation to move me forward now :(

arghhh...

The first step

2010-09-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

This is so true okay.

I can still remember vividly when I look up for my crush for the very first time in my life.

That's the hardest first step to me.

Haha.Honestly, I can't believe that I actually did that !

But at the end, we end up...did not contact for years till now.

Ah, that happened when I was still form 2 or 3. LOL

Childish little girl.

Everyone had their past and who doesn't ?

Besides that particular first step, I believe that there are a lot more first step that I had or have to step out.

For the first time, I went overseas without my parents.

For the first time, I failed my exam.

For the first time, I actually felt uberly stress when I know that I might screw my group project.

There are many first time in one's life.

Although it is the hardest, but we still have to face it.

I remembered that my friends told me that, if you don't step out the very first step, you can never get what you want.

Yeah...that's true.You will never get the second step while you never step out for the first one.

So be brave and face your life.

Face the fact and what had been done can never turn back.

That's important. Really important.

You know you loved me

2010-09-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

Here comes my favorite - Gossip Girl
nah, should be EVERYONE's favorite! hahaha
umm...maybe not!
Gossip Girl is now in the brand new season.
I'm so excited lah!
Because I was wondering how is Chuck Bass .
Is he going to die?? But nope. He is not!
That's really great! However, he is now Henry Prince instead of Chuck Bass.
WTH ?!
well...have to ganjeong for idk how long again =.=""
I am now wondering why he is Henry Prince.
And will he get back together with Blair???
And yea, I only care about Chuck and Blair.
haha
so STAY TUNE!
xoxo

Yea. monday. that's today.LOL

2010-09-14T00:39:00.001+08:00

Assignments and tests are killing me.

Tonnes and tonnes of works have to be done.

Nonetheless, final exam is coming soon.

Which also indicates that I'm going home soon.

11 days more till my day of exam.

Management (Half dead).

I'm superb worried about this subject.

I hate those theories that have to memorize.

Thus, I'm not going to major that. Marketing as well !

They are shitty subjects to me.

Accounting 100, considered easy compared to the accounting that i took at Year 12.

And economy, half dead as well.

Why? Because i did not revise it =.="

I MUST NOT FAIL THAT !

Time files.

really FLY. like rocket like that.

one blink, then 1 trimester passed.

oh my oh my ..

Hope that I can survive through the final exam and go home with no worries.

toddles...

Be happy

2010-09-12T01:50:00.001+08:00

It's the middle of the night. What are you thinking at the moment?

I'm quite sensitive to "OLD" recently.

I realized how much I had grown from a little girl into a "almost-woman"

"Woman" sounds too old for me, while "girl" sounds too young for me.

How are we going to define ourself at this stage?

Things change unexpectedly. Especially when your family is not with you, and everything is on your own.

You'll started to realize that, family means a lot to you. like HELL LOTS.

not best friends, not boyfriends, but your family.

You will know that, when you are in an undecided situation, your parents explained what kind of consequences you will face by choosing to do that. Parents are the only one who will always or FOREVER stand by your side.

When people started to tell me that, I looked old now, I will ask myself why.

Actually the facts is, I looked old but the way I think, the way I settle things down are still so immature.

I still act like a kid.

It's really important to stand by your own feet now. I know that I can rely on no one.

As a "almost-woman", it's really important to know a lots of things.

Like, how to be independent and not rely on MEN ?!

How to survive in this society although we are WOMEN?

How are we going to make ourself look/feel better and better but not worser ?

It's not easy to be a woman. An independent WOMAN.

But always stick in mind that, loves yourself more!

No matter what your target or what your dream is.

2010-08-10T09:11:00.001+08:00

I can't believe I am such a scatterbrain!
I booked wrong time for my flight back to malaysia.
It supposed to be at 2 October, midnight.
But I booked 1 October midnight!! oh my gosh...
Have to call to the office to change the time..
Have to spend extra money on that stupid air ticket
Blame on my careless attitude. Everytime did the same mistake, over and over again.
Never learn to be smart! damn me

And.....
As I have been in Aussie for like..idk how many months.
So I heard that it is "Ghost Festive" this month. Is it??
Makes me kinda freak out. As I am alone in a big computer lab typing here @.@
And watched ghost movie not long ago and my landlord gave me 2 "BIG SURPRISEs"
P/S: IS 2 SURPRISES !!!!
He switch off all the lights, and hide behind the wall ( everyone is watching ghost movie. p/s: very focus on the movie!! ) for idk how long.
And suddenly he jump out and "WAHHHHH!!!" I almost pee on my pants -.-
okay..shouldn't think so much about it.

I'm so hungry atm.. skipped lecture and going for tutorial later..
tired.woke up at 730. My new record atm. Haven't been woke up so early in the morning.
Gotta go to do my tut question.
Toodles.

robbery !

2010-08-07T14:50:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, car was kena robbed by idk which god damn f*cking stupid thief!
The thief broke the car's window and stolen Weisong's school bag, which inside only contained his notes and pencil box something like that.
-.-
so damn suey !

and I'm going back to Malaysia during 1 of october.
And I'm going to travel with LIYIN ! so damn excited.
and of course with ball-less (maybe)
it is really fun to be with them!
:))))

Laneige

2010-08-03T20:01:00.001+08:00

done with my nasty assignments and test today.

ALL-IN-ONE.

but i felt empty, bored and sleepy now.

~~wtf~~? i think i'm kinda kee siao.

Okay. since I'm so bored, I want to do some review on the skin care products that I've recently bought and tried it for a week.

I bet everyone heard about Laneige before right?

It is a Korean skin care brand.

And during February (based on my impression), I saw an advertisement at Singapore's TV channel which is on Laneige water sleeping pack.

And I've always wanted to try that as my skin belongs to dry and combination. However, when I was at KLIA, I missed the chance to get that. ~~eff~~!

So, I bought it online ! that's really convenience and addictive.

Here's the link of the online store.

One is Strawberry.Net and another one is Sasa.

For me, Srtawberry.Net is better as it does not include shipping fees.

Laneige Sleeping Pack helps our skin to restore and supply water to our skin during our sleeping time.

It is a transparent like gel-mask which applied onto clean face before bedtime.

It gives out nice fragrance too ! Which I loves to the max.

Well, after I used it for the first time, my face grew 2 small little red spots on my cheek. -.-

This is because that's the first time I use that, and everyone's skin condition differ from your skin type.

Overall, it is really nice. And my face is now so smooth !

LOVE it to the max.

Another product is Laneige Eye Designer Cream.

It applied the same function as Laneige Sleeping Pack.

But this eye cream have to be applied around eyes contour everyday for twice.

My eye bag is quite serious and they look even worst every time when I wear my grey color contact lenses.

After using it for a week, the eye bag condition is turning better.

I don't have to apply concealer around my eye bag now.

And no one is asking me whether I am crying or not =.=

Because the color of the contact lenses make me looks like I'm crying like that.

It is also a transparent like cream. Smell nice too !

You should try it !

NICE PRODUCTS :))

I Got You

2010-08-02T23:48:00.001+08:00

A place to crash, I got you
No need to ask, I got you
Just get on the phone, I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to

What's weird about it is we're right at the end
And mad about it, just figured it out in my head
I'm proud to say, I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse, I got you, I got you

Ain't falling apart or bitter, let's be bigger than that
And remember the cooling outdoor when you're all alone
We'll go on surviving, no drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say, I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse, I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
(Go ahead)
I'll be alright
(Say goodbye)

Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse, I got you

'Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don't feel right
You're not losing me by letting me know

Go ahead and say goodbye
(Say goodbye)
I'll be alright

Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse, I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
(Go ahead)
I'll be alright
(Say goodbye)

Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse, I got you

A place to crash, I got you
No need to ask, I got you

*Song that I added on my blog.
This is the lyrics. Currently obsessed with this song.
ENjoy :)

2010-08-02T12:33:00.000+08:00

that Ball-less kiddo, Victor, pattern liao liao ..

It was his birthday and celebrated at Siew Shing Hao's house.

had hotpot! wheee :)))

and this was during uncle Berry's birthday ( crazy landlord)

I felt happy to stay with this family..

I felt warm :)) hehe..

because they are really nice!!!

can cook really nice food too..

(that's why I can never slim down)

tingting's birthday..

Went to Korean BBQ buffet.

Besides bbq, there is also hotpot!

see, how much I love hotpot! lol..

they are my lovely girls..

love them much..

short update.

see ya!

2010-08-02T12:18:00.001+08:00

what are these for?

Trying to stop me from keeping slim is it?

damn you lws..

sendiri said these foods are not healthy but you bought so much!

-.-

but I do loves the rice bubbles and choco chips cookies..

hehehehhe..

awww...I love hotpot!!

had hotpot yesterday...yumyummm :))

I could eat hotpot everyday!

randomnesssssss :)

toodles

2010-08-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

Please be honest to me.
Don't keep telling me that you don't care, but you actually do.
okay..?
I really hope that I can understand what you want and what are you thinking.
So I can try to do my best, to help you, love you.

I will always do...

SHAYNE :)

2010-08-01T12:32:00.002+08:00

Went out with friends yesterday and the bf ignored me :(

did something wrong..

sorry :(

And obviously that place is so not suitable for me to go again.
and I think i'm not going there anymore.

exception is, if bf is going with me. lol

lol..before went out and am still wearing my PJ.

传说中的ipad.

it's too huge and difficult to hold if you want to play games.

but nice vision though.

i'm going to sign for iphone 4.

Bf too :))

looking forward ..

Jen..Jen..JENGA !

2010-07-31T13:15:00.000+08:00

What is Jenga? Jenga is a game of physical and mental skill created by Leslie Scott ( From WIKI )
Well, we played it yesterday at home. It it such an exciting game !!
Played three times, and I lost twice . ~~damnit~~

crazy landlord over there ! lol..

thinking which block should I move...hmmm...

It is very dangerous at that moment..lol..

take it out very very very carefully ...

at the end, when i took it out successful, and was about to put it on top,

"BANG !!! " it fell down -.-

I was punished by them T.T

nice game though ! :)

2010-07-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

It's been a really long time since i have to do research and assignments.

I'm always a last minute person. So, ended up i'm now struggling with my management report which due next monday ! Wish me luck !

ciao..

2010-07-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

August is just around the corner. Can't believe that I actually survived from winter.

And luckily, this winter is not that cold.

I wondered why students like us have to do homework and tests?

I especially hate to do assignments. ARGHH !

Went to Siew's house last Sunday to celebrate that BALL-LESS birthday.

He called me Ma-Shayne-Gan ( machine gun ) and today, he created another for me

“卖酸干”

damn him !

But I bought a cake for him. How thoughtful I am :)

HAHA..We had steamboat and it was really great.

Was intend to play monopoly but ended up chit-chatting.

But never mind, I love GOSSIPSSS .. hehehehe

His house look so elegant and decorated with full of western style.

Warm and comfy ( because there are 2 heaters at his living room )

How I wish my room can be so warm and so neat loh !

haha..

Going to have dinner on THursday with my Canning girls.

Because it is TingTing's birthday.

felt kinda guilty towards someone.

I shall spend no money now.

saving or money is urgently needed.

Not that easy being an adult.

JIAYOU !

Although we can't go to travel this year,

but we can do it next year.lol

I'm so gonna visit Gold Coast and Melbourne lahh !

during SUMMER :)

It would be thrilled !!!

Gonna continue with my accounting now.

toodles <3

hard earned money :)

2010-07-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

Been a shopaholic recently which make me felt really sinful ! LOL

as i'm working not that hard, but I've tried to save money very hard. haha.

because I want to go back to Malaysia and shop till I drop. And and and, I want to save money for traveling with friends :))))

I love this denim blouse very much. Which I've been finding it for a very long time. Because it was really expensive when I saw it at SportsGirl. But I bought this at Dotti.

A dress to make myself look more feminine sometimes. Because I never wear dress since I went to high school.

lol.

A jacket which I loved to the max ! look kinda boyish and a little military feel.LOL

because it is in dark green.

Discounted hooded jacket from Fila. damn warm lah this jacket !! love it to the max!

and also another hoodie and jumper from Fila too. CHEAP AND NICE ! omg.. I've been wearing the hoodie for quite some days -.- not dirty also, so i didnt wash lahh.

For sleeping only mah!

started to love winter with these jackets and jumper.lol

Found this cute little owl necklace at Rubi when I went to buy boots.

I got the pair of boots at on 20 dollars ! can you believe it? which the original price is like.. 80++

of course, season sale is HOT now! everywhere. hahahahha

and bought some bags too. discounted also. lalalalalala XD so happy !

BUT ! from now on, I have to work extra time and extra hard to earn back those money lahh T.T

haha..never mind, felt very contented. As I'm now using my own money. haha..

Also watched Toy Story 3 today. damn funny! STUPID BUZZ LIGHTYEAR ! he spoke Spanish is it? =.="

laugh die me.. hahahahhaa..

Tomorrow, is GYM SESSION !!

I'm so damn excited as finally there's someone willing to go to gym with me T.T

等到我榴莲也掉了.....

OKAY lahhh..that's all for now.

toodles !

ANDDD....tadaaaaa !

welcome Jack Liu ( weisong's bro) to Perth !!!

enjoy your study here :))

2010-07-11T18:25:00.000+08:00

I've decided to cut my hair short.

It has been given me a lot of trouble.

and it is not healthy at all ! in a serious damage!

nothing can save them :(

so the only way to make them look better is cut them off, and grow it again.

I think the reason it become so dry is because I love to showered myself with super duper hot water!

It makes me felt really comfortable and my body will like " anti-coldness" like that.hahaha

I wonder if everyone becomes really lazy when it comes to winter?

because I am. I don't even bother to tidy up my laundry and my room.

this is the sample picture.HAHA

not too long and not too short for me.

but I guess, my neck and ears gonna suffer.

my dad had just bought another golden retriver puppy.

it is sooooo adorable !

the small version of ABAO !

but too bad, i can't even touch her :(

oh ya, she is abao's girlfriend lahh.haha

congrats lah abao!

hope that you can become more mature.

at our age, we should think and act more mature.

and stop acting like a kid.

I can't say that I am mature.

And I know that I don't have the right to tell anyone off.

But, it is really annoyed to see someone acting really immature and their stupidity really pissed me off!

It's okay to like someone or something that you really like.

But not really deep into it. like drug addicted.

okay.just some random thoughts.

I have totally lost my voice now.

I don't know why =.="

when I woke up in the morning, I can't speak properly.

My voice is like robot.

Or when you speak to the fan,that kind of robot sound.

lol.

But today we are going to have hotpot for dinner weii !haha..

It's super duper windy and raining heavily outside now.

Perth is the windiest city around the world ( i think so)

and during last year's winter, I was almost blown away by the wind, together with my broken umbrella.

But now, I don't have to take bus or walk to school :))

I'm such a lucky girl !

rather than thinking how bad you are, or how inconsiderate you are,

Why don't I just think, how lucky I am!

For you being by my side. Taking care of me.

thank u.

什么时候开始

2010-07-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

什么时候开始
我不再想和你说我的烦恼

什么时候开始
我不再想为你改变

什么时候开始
我不再想为你付出

什么时候开始
我选择了沉默

什么时候开始
我不再反驳
反驳所有的一切

什么时候开始
我不再想和你说我心里的话

什么时候开始
我已经慢慢的在放开

什么时候开始
我不想再依赖你

什么时候开始
我不再想像有你的未来

我累了。

incapable

2010-06-26T00:52:00.001+08:00

it's freaking 5 degree now. fingers are all turned purple and numb. sien
today went to school and asked about school fees thingy.
The reception is damn inefficient !

I seriously hate my life now.
I'm lifeless !
even if i'm working now.

But i felt that i'm really incapable.
i can't do things well.
eventhough i told myself that i have to do well
i mustn't let anyone look down on me!
but i still screwed everything up.
sien.
it's really useless to keep complaining here.
but this is the only way that i can make myself feel better.
why i can't get any encouragement? instead of telling me off .
felt like to cry. i'm too weak i know. i shouldn't cry so easily.
i have to be strong. i have to face my life.my own life.

sometimes, it makes me really dissapointed when i thought that i did something really well,
but ended up it was just nothing. no one think that i'm great, i'm capable.
am i too immature? maybe i shouldn't think of this way.
goshh. i want go home please....

after all, the only one who think that you are great, is your family.
only my dad and my mom won't think that i'm stupid.
they are always proud of me and supportive.
family, is the only one who will be by your side, forever.
no one else would do ever do that.
now i know that simple theory.
thanks, dad and mom.

I'm "upgraded" :))

2010-06-24T15:36:00.000+08:00

I am officially now a University students.

I just passed all my exams and got the average of 70%.

Not really 70%, but 69.25%.

I was so glad that I don't have to study for foundation anymore...

On the coming semester, I will be in Diploma for Business.

Which I also decided to take double major in year2 of my Uni.

But, I don't really happy for that.

Because I have to make new friendsss...

I enjoyed being together with my course mate..

liyin, monkey, marcus, Erin, helen, narwin, and everyone else..

You guys are the BEST !

You guys make me felt that I am in secondary school again :))

and I'm sucks at socializing.

My friends told me thatwhen they first met me at Canning College orientation,

they think that I am cool and fierce, and unfriendly.

Which is quite a sad case for me!

as I thought that I am actually kinda FRIENDLY -.-

ya.I know I look extremely unfriendly when I'm not smiling.

Shelby Kwang Jie Yee said that too -.-

But it doesn't means that I'm really a snobbish person lahh. I'm kind :)))

so don't be afraid to befriend with me.hahaha..

although sometimes I'm a kinda bored person and when I'm really tired, I won't talk.

seriously -.- I know this is not good.

As Weisong told me, if i'm going to be in Business stream,

I have and I must be really good in socializing.

I'm trying it very hardddd.

Actually I'm not really lazy to talk,

but I just don't like to talk so much or...i should put it as...I hate being like a hypocrite something like that. It is actually hard for me to flatter or 拍马屁.

sick of that kind of feeling...

okay, enough for that.

I just checked my academic calendar,

which showed that I don't have any break during my July intake =.=

until OCTOBER 1st !!! freaking crazy ! without any breakkkk... damnit.

I seriously need some life, need some holidays !

Arghhhhhhh...

and Mr.Liu Wei Song promised me that he would bring me to Perth zoo and farmstay !

I know i'm being very suaku.. ZOO only mahhhh!

BUT different ley kk ? Aus zoo is different with malaysia's one lah!

those animals in malaysia are dying like that. ( Should be lahh)

and and and ! I have never seen kangaroo or koalas before =.=

And i've been studying in Aussie for a year.

I'm cool i know. hahahahhaa

hmm...i guess that's all for now. toodles !

心情

2010-06-17T17:39:00.000+08:00

最近觉得自己很糟糕。
可能是过渡期？
唉..
最近的自己，又肥，脸的状况很不好，
就连头发也一起来。
我很丑 T.T
真的很丑。
我也知道自己很懒惰。
其实很多事情，是可以很快就解决的。
就好象我说过的减肥。
说了几久？都没真正的实行过。
所以说，事情只是看自己要不要做而已，
没有说作不了，也做不到。
我很懒。所以我作不了。
我总是为自己找了很多借口，到头来什么都没完成。
嘴巴说的，却没做到。
心里想，我一定要这样这样。
结果还是什么都没做到。
说真的，我想念我中学时期的毅力，
我想念我中学的生活。
有规划，很systematic的。
心里想的东西，都会尽力去完成。
不知道现在是因为老了，还是什么。。
（又再找借口）
不明白为什么在马来西亚，都可以过得好好的，
现在就过得那么...邋遢？
每一天的生活，没有变化。
自己也没变化。想想，我多久没有去shopping了？
T.T
唉..
现在每一天的daily routine就是
起床，刷牙洗脸，上网........冲凉，做工.........回家，吃饭，冲凉，睡觉.....
每一天都一样。
很沉闷。
早知道就乖一点，去新加坡好了！
早知道早知道..
如果有那么多个早知道，那就好！
人就是这样，往往为了自己的固执，做了的决定而后悔！
我以前的原则，以前的个性，全都没了！
很希望可以为自己放个大假，好好地充实自己，
好好地为自己整理。整理好思绪，整理好仪容，整理好自己的生活的态度。
找回以前的自己，可能吗？
其实是可能的。
到头来还是一句，
没有什么事是自己做不到的，只是在于自己肯不肯做。

2010-06-05T04:27:00.000+08:00

你不会安静的聆听
听我说的一切
废话也好，意见也好

你爱反驳我说的一切
我说的东西，你都觉得是错的
你认为我头脑长不大

你不会为了我而改变什么
也不会为了我而不做什么

我没那种..能力？

你的世界就你最重要
我算什么？
猜不透你在想什么
到底要的是什么

你又知道我在想什么吗？
你又知道我要什么吗？
你不知道
你不会过问
你也不会想知道

对你，我是什么？
在你心里的地位又是什么？

为什么就是和别人不一样？
我要的，你永远不会懂
因为你觉得那都只是芝麻蒜皮的事情

但是，你不知道
这些芝麻蒜皮的事情
是很重要的

但是你不在乎
那就算了

反正
你不在乎
我说得再多，都是废话
你都觉得是小事，
是我爱把小事化大

没有我，应该也一样
至少减少了你的负担吧！
反正你不在乎！
我又何必在乎？

我不用再为了你，
做些什么改变，也不用为了你顾虑些什么
想干吗就干吗
真的很累！

2010-06-01T16:02:00.000+08:00

the 101st post :)
i should be revising my economics now.
But i kept stalking people on FB and reading other's blog instead of studying real hard!
i'm so unmotivated.
or i should say that, i am actually lazy. eventhough the book and ntoes are opened in front of me, i don't even care to look at it. my brain refuse to operate. not me. hahaha

therefore, it's not all my responsible right ? ( trying to convince myself that i am not lazy)

i don't know why i'm so lazy lah! i wondered how people can be so damn rajin, but i can't.

any recipes ?? i would pay um maybe 100 bucks for that! -.-"'

currently, i'm undergoing my diet plan. my personal trainer is ...............................................

TAA DAA !!!!

crazy shit. so i don't have to pay for the real personal trainer for like 400 bucks.

diuu. so damn expensive. which i can bought tonnes of clothes here ! or even at malaysia, i can spend and shop till i drop.

so hungry now. craving for everything. cakes, watermelon, apples, bubble tea..........

that's why i can't slim down. haha

okay. toodles. continue my studies now !

C.A.T.C.H. U.P.

2010-05-31T14:27:00.000+08:00

Had a little catch up with my sistas yesterday at Northbridge.

We had our sinful Korean food which make me bloated for like a whole night.

And I had a regular size of Easy Way bubble tea after the meal.

so sinful. LOL

Miss them so much. like hell !

haha..as all of us going to have exam during june, and some of them is going back to their hometown,

so we chose to had our small gathering on Sunday which is yesterday.

It was really fun when we are together.

And we agreed to travel to Rottnest Island during July. But still considering.haha

Loves to talk about how we met last year, what we did last year..

miss them and love them :))

future

2010-05-29T15:07:00.000+08:00

突然很想update一下。
昨天，爸爸讲要把阿宝给人T.T
很伤心也。他是我的宝贝也！
唉..不然寄过来给我好了。我照顾他吧！
当然。这是不可能的。在这里养狗，很高消费的！我会破产

看了sex and the city。
很希望能够拥有像Carrie Bradshow 的生活。
又看的人应该都知道，他们四个朋友
都有着自己的生活
在new york寻找自己要的
名牌也好，事业也好，爱情也好
都是那么成功
尤其像Carrie的老公，Mr.Big
事业有成，他人也是成熟稳重
唉。。
我想，Carrie Bradshow的生活，应该是多数女生所向往的吧
求婚，什么都不要
"just give me a big closet"。

而且，好希望可以像她们那样，
有事业，什么都有，什么都是自己来
在new york想存活，应该很不容易，
更何况像他们那样
哈哈

很多时候，都在想象着自己有没有成功的那一天
其实，真正的有去努力，一定没问题
很多时候也是看自己的心态的问题
像我，我就很胆小
我害怕到社会工作时，遇到的人会是怎么样的
勾心斗角，小心眼，恶势力，
种种的困境
我都没遇过
所以说我是很幸运的

当然，向往的生活
没努力，怎么会有成果
一个人，不可能永远都只是念书念书
有一天，也会进入社会
也是我最不希望到来的时刻
但是越是逃避自己的感觉
越是害怕
不希望自己的未来，就一直因为自己的畏惧
而就这样平平的过

自己生活，在自己的手里
靠自己去争取
没努力，不会有成果
所以，加油也没用
还是得靠自己
实际点，不像老是天天吊儿郎当的过生活
是该好好的想象自己的未来
这很重要..

Marketing Presentation :)

2010-05-28T16:54:00.000+08:00

me :)) so FAT !

from left (lady in pink) : Hami from Vietnam, Joanna from Indonesia, Jaswin from Singapore, Me, Felicia from Indonesia, Daisy from Zambia, Milica from Serbia, Narwin from Singapore, Marcus from Malaysia, and last, Faizal from Mauritius.

Had our marketing presentation yesterday. It was fun

everyone are like good friends and after every groups' presentation, we took photos.

and totally ignored our lecturer.haha

but she was okay with it.

this is our lecturer. Joanne Barnette.

She is somehow, crazy or what. loves to ask us to do exercise =.=

on the mid of the class.

my group mate. LiYin.

She's from KL.

This is me. so fat now !!!! T.T

and look ugly.

thanks to the extremely lousy photographing skill's camera man - SIEW !

us.having group discussion.

Group photo :)) with lecturer.

Lol.this is me with Narwin

lousy camera man's photographing skills. -.-

totally black!

malfunction brain

2010-05-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

eff!

my brain is like..stuck with water or what! can't absorb anything.

feel sleepy somemore

mann! i've been sleeping for quite a long time

why i just felt tired so easily?

why BOOKS can't be as interesting as other things?

i don't wanna screw my test lah please.

BRAIN, COULD YOU PLEASE COOPERATE WITH ME ? !

eff eff eff eff eff eff eff eff eff eff eff !!!

updates :)

2010-05-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

idk how to shrink the image to fit the header :( so just whateva lah!
can see jiu hao liaw
teehee..
oh yea! 1 more test and 1 more presentation to go!
and i'm going to have a haircut :)
MOMMY, i'm going to cut my hair short. OKAY?
teehee...still considering.
cuz i'm those lazy kind.
so i don't really like to spend lots of time, tidy up my hair before heading to school.
so short hair might have this problem.
so still considering lah..
hehehe..
sometimes we just need something new to freshen up ourselves.
can't just stick to the status quo.
argh,so stress for the economic test tomorrow.
dunno can make it or not.
um..once i got my job, i'm gonna sign for plan and get a blackberry.
makin like it ley.
haha..i think it is cute.
so gonna persuade weisong to get one also.
cuz i heard that, BB to BB can get free instant messaging service or whateva lah.
just gonna persuade him! hehe..
craving for egg tart.
didn't get to eat it on Sunday,
cuz finish liaw.
but i makin suka "phoenix jaw"
hahahaha..
okay lah.
gonna prepare for school now. toodles.

成熟

2010-05-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

总觉得，生活再来了澳洲以后，就没了规律
不像以前那样，上学，放学，补习，做功课，睡觉
什么都是被固定好了的
但是，自从到大学上课后
生活好像没了规律
有时，早上也很难醒来
可能是我自定能力不强
也可能我自己的心态也有问题

其实，我是个很肤浅的人
要不是我爸爸从小就把我们管的好，管得严，
或许，我和外面的三八婆没什么两样
很多事，是真的要到了长大后才明白
明白父母当初做这些决定时，背后的理由是什么
没错。为了我们好

但要是从小就只懂得埋怨
而不去尝试接受或者改变
到头来结果还是一样 —— 三八婆
就是那一种给人鄙视的三八婆
到处搞是非的三八婆
其实
我很高兴我是在读书的
但开始考虑要在这里打工时
就想到了，到外面去工作，忍受别人的脸色
被人骂到狗血淋头
都不能吭一声的感觉
真的很难受的
所以其实我都很抗拒到外面工作

但是，在大家眼里，我其实是个小孩
大家都认为我思想还没到一定的地步
就是个小妹妹
所以，我的landlord就坚决地说
我一定要到外面去打工
见识见识外面的世界
要不然，我不会长大
可能是以前家人都过分保护
所以现在都依赖着别人
总觉得，不管什么事都有人会替我完成
我也不必费什么心
但其实这是错的
所以，我的思想都还是个小孩

很多时候都回好像证明给全部的人看
我不是那么没有用
但是，光是想却不做
也没有用
我是个很典型的双鱼座
爱做梦，不切实际的梦
但是很多时候都告诉自己
我必须证明给所有的人看
我有能力
我可以的

两个星期后，就是大考了
真的很希望
我可以顺利的jump to diploma
这样不用浪费爸爸的钱，也不用浪费我多半年的时间
所以，必须好好利用现在的时间
努力读书

爸爸妈妈，如果你们有看
哪想告诉你们
我会比较少上线了
因为最近都比较忙
miss you all :)

OMG CHUCK BASS !

2010-05-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG !
i can't wait for the new epi of gossip girl !
heard that CHUCK BASS'S gonna die !
what the eff?
at czech republic~ my favourite country :(
how sad ..
it would be totally meaningless without chuck in gossip girl okay.
can't just let him disappear lidat !
~~what the eff what the eff lah....~~

50s o.o

2010-05-18T16:14:00.000+08:00

These two weeks gonna be the busiest week for me.

So many tests, and presentations and essays, waiting for me to be done.

Recently, I've dyed my hair. To light ash blone.

But it makes not much changes to the color before.

It looks the same. But not red lah..just like...goldish ?

hmm..

I'm officially heading to 50KGS !

yesh. 50. The scariest number.

OMG.50 !

it's 50 KGS ! u fatso ..

Although 50 may not be that much to some of you,

but with the height of 158cm, i guess it's too much.

I can;t believe my eyes when i wore the oversized t-shirts, which is kinda comfortable and yea, oversized.

i looked like i'm pregnant like that.

HELL NO ! pregnant.

so sad. fml.....

I've gained 4 kgs within these 3 months.

blame my stomach.

arghh!

i can't believe i used to be that slim T.T

it took so many effort for me to slim down.

and now, i'm like the old me.

fat and round and look like CHINESE.

once again, I'm not criticising anyone from anywhere.

fml.fml.fml.fml.fml.fml.fml.fml.fml.fml.

so, since i can't skip my meals in this cold weather

so i decided to go to gym.

YEA.am going to exercise and get rid of my fats.

let's wait and see. how much i can lose within a month if i exercise.

Because many said, exercise + proper meal, will lose weight more easily

But i just do my hoo la hoop at M'sia.

It's kinda efficient i must say. But on my waist only.

Now, my body shape is like PEAR.

u know, pear.

Upper body is like normal. But the lower body is humongous !

lol.

that's why i look like pregnant when i wore my oversize t-shirts.

So, i will focus my exercise on my lower body.

let's see.whee!

but i doubt i can do that.

i HATE exercise the most.

hmm..... JIAYOU ~!

Happy mother's day, Mommy :))

2010-05-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Mother's Day :)

Wish all MOTHERS a very happy and blissful Mother's Day

and to my Dearest mommy,

I love you ! and thanks for raising me and 2 brothers ..

It's been almost 20 years ! Such a long and tough way for you.

Thank you ..

And also my beloved Dad.

Working so hard, providing us such a great environment to study,

and fulfil my dream to study in Australia.

Sorry for being naughty, not studying damn gaogao, and love to talk back to you.

Well, I LOVE you !!

F.A.M.I.L.Y.- Father And Mother I Love You.

This is what FAMILY stands for.

Thanks for everything :))

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY

Shayne

ah kwang trip to Perth :D

Can I graduate as well ? :D

Crazy about K-pop singer's perfect Body Figure

Huahee Time :D

19 August 'Little Caesars Pizzeria'

I'm Back :)

你是我的 - 情人知己 -

holidays :)

Loves*Hometown

loves.

一个人

love the way WE are

endless night :(

BUNNY Bunny bunny.. HAPPY EASTER !

Paintball II

rush hour?

random much

*Beware of hurting your eyes cuz of tonnes of self-shooting/camwhoring/narcissism photos by SHELBY KWANG.*

Anniversary

Listen, Accept, Change

Huahee Debate :)

♥ sisters ♥

Birthdaysss month :)

我想我不会爱你

Paintball :)

聆听。心

20th Birthday celebration

formspring.me

Suaku-Teng

Fruit Ninja crazy

im the c.e.o. of the day

Parking :)

20岁

2011 Happy New Year :)

DeCo

Vera birthday

The first step

You know you loved me

Be happy

robbery !

Laneige

I Got You

SHAYNE :)

Jen..Jen..JENGA !

hard earned money :)

什么时候开始

incapable

I'm "upgraded" :))

心情

C.A.T.C.H. U.P.

future

Marketing Presentation :)

malfunction brain

updates :)

成熟

OMG CHUCK BASS !

50s o.o

Happy mother's day, Mommy :))

Beware of hurting your eyes cuz of tonnes of self-shooting/camwhoring/narcissism photos by SHELBY KWANG.